Maybe, We Are Just Afraid To Love Again.
It is really saddening that the old fashioned kind of love doesn’t really exist anymore. Writing love letters, little notes, sending girls home, being faithful and honest, etc etc. seems to be so difficult for our generation.
The irony and complications of thinking that if you treat your significant other the way you want to be treated, they will do the same too. However, it doesn’t seem to be this way. If you treat them too good, they will take you for granted. If you don’t, they will think that you are demanding and expecting too much. Seriously, what the F*** do you want?
It can be exhausting at times, they said love is like a game of gamble and your heart is the token. You bet with your trust, putting your heart on the line and trusting that the other party will take good care of it. But well, things are not always going to be smooth sailing. When you are all happy and that think the person you are seeing now would be the last to hurt you, think again. The more better they treat you, the more they might be hiding something from you. And when you finally realise that all you ever had, all you ever thought of this person was just a very good cover that they put up, you break down, felt devastated and you go like “WOW, oh WOW”
Walls start building up, trust starts going down, and that’s when your emotions go on a roller coaster ride. One moment, you forgave him, accept his explanations. Another moment, you cannot accept the fact that your significant other would do that to you, you cannot open up yourself to him like how you did before, every time he comes close or say sweet nothings, you doubt. Once a broken heart ,will always remain a broken heart. Even if it is fixed, there will still be scars.
Fear and phobia are a part of life. Some people see it as weak mentality while some others, self-defense. It serves as a reminder. Whatever it is, maybe we are just afraid to love 100% again because betrayal is the most intolerable behaviour ever.
So, stay real and faithful or else, fuck off.
