Sometimes, Love will hit you in unexpected ways and believe me it could be kind of wonderful, blissful and so much contentment. but there is always a person who you think won't even hurt you but in the end it's the person who hurt you the most.
Nothing is predictable, you can't predict anyone's intention in your life, you just live through them. Go with the flow, they say. Weeks had past I've been feeling so damn alone, it seems I forget that I'm surrounded by people and all I can do is replay every single words you said to me all over again,I still feel the same when I hear those words, words that haunts me every night.- Unrequited Love.
I used to think that you and me would last for a lifetime but it doesn't make sense anymore, everything I thought that actually made sense literally stopped. The moment you hit me with those words, everything I knew turned into ashes.
We've been through worse and still standing side by side after all and now, feelings fade. the world between you and me just stopped, no words, no emotions, no more i love you's no everything, what the hell just happened? the distance between us can't reach anymore it's too far to catch each others arms. you are so far away and there is no point to run and hug you so tight. We are not the same people we used to be.
Today, the words "I love you" were so raw for me, the truth is, people lie. sometimes I love you is just a lie and sometimes its not. and you even don't know which is real. sometimes someone will love you one day and then they completely ignored you for the next day without further notice. see how Ironic Life is.
I hope one day I'll stop chasing, chasing you in the midst of loving you.
